Last weekend I attended the funeral for Eddie James Shed, the church security director killed while serving Empowerment Ministries Christian Center of Gulfport, MS.
Someday I will walk the scene with some I met there to confirm details of the action. The timing wasn’t right yet.
I had become so angry at the man who killed Shed however, it was clouding my judgment and affecting my spirit. I needed a correction to my spirit.
Pastor Gregg Magee took us through the journey of Moses. Through the exodus story we see a man of God faithfully leading rebellious, grumpy, ungrateful people. Moses was so focused on God however, that he never let that get to him. He just kept leading as God led him.
Until the 20th chapter of Numbers. There, we see a different Moses.
The huge caravan of people and animals needed water. In 20:8, God told Moses to, “Take the staff, and … Speak to that rock … and it will pour out its water.”
Then, in the 9th through 11th verses, Moses did it his (angry) way. Moses took the staff … gathered the assembly … and said, “Listen, you rebels, must we bring you water out of this rock?” Then Moses struck the rock twice with that staff. Water gushed out, and they drank.
So, what caused Moses to be so angry that he did something that caused him not to be able to enter the promised land?
The answer lies a few verses prior. Numbers 20:1 (NIV) says, “In the first month the whole Israelite community arrived at the Desert of Zin, … There Miriam died…”
Think About it
Moses big sister (Miriam was probably 7 when she watched Moses float down the river and creatively got Pharoah’s daughter to care for him and even arranged for their real mother to nurse him); His big sister who had always been in his life; died.
Moses didn’t take her death well.
The solution? Look what God told Joshua, after the death of Moses, in Joshua 1:1-8 “be strong and courageous…lead these people… Be careful to obey all the law … do not turn from it … Keep this Book … always on your lips; meditate on it day and night, … be careful to do everything written in it.
Meditate on the right things even during grief. Don’t let grief over unfairness manipulate your spirit.

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